OMG ITS XANGA lol...i havent been here in seriously like a freakin year.....omfgasm~!!! wow omg nostalgia...anyways....its winterbreak again....havent updated since last winter break...so theres quite a bit to cover....omfgyeah.....alots happeened since last winter...this summer ive made a bunch of good friends that i will cherish an luv 4ever~~!!! woo!!!  uhm...okay...so...10thgrade now....nothiing big has really happened....not nearly as dramatic as last year or 8thgrade....well....not yet at least...hmmmmm..... well....im in the phillipines right now for break....i dont really wanna be here right now...cus its really hot....and it somehow just turned cold back home...o.o...right when i leave.... ._. but anyways~ gonna be here all winter break and not coming home untill next yearr on the 3rdd ...hmm...uhm....well...i dunno...i feel like i neeed to write more...alot more...but i just dont know what to saay...kyaaah...i need to write like a novel...or...something.... omggg....theres a bunch of work for me to do over this breakk,...take home test for ap euro...cornell crap on chem...i have to draw crap for arrt...well...maybe thats not so much... omg...i really feel the need to type more...i think ill just stary typing random things now... okay...well...OMG i got a game...Persona3 its pretty rad..i met this freshman at school this year...jessica...she plays that game too lol shes pretty rad...omg i luv that game...takes freaking forever to beat though, freakin 70 hours....it replaces dmc3 as my favourite game noww~ oooh!!! i also finnally got my .hack collection completed! hmm...well...i dunno... grrrs....i want to go home now..just thinking of what my friends could be doing all winter break without me is kinda...depressing...kinda makes me feel alone in this countryy....kinda....lol, i luv that word i still feel like i need to type alot more...i mea seriously...its been a year since i updated and all i can think of this this...? sighh...i cutmyself again XDDD i know its bad, but i dunno...something just came over mee..i got like UBER depressed or something...then..yah...waaah i ned to stop doing that forever....i know i said that i wouldnt anymore...but that was just like a reaction to depression loll... hmm...well now.. well yeah...i really do want to go home now...i dont think iveever cried so much in my life...lol...for like 4 straight days...ive cried...lol...i havent gotten sleep in 4 days either, literally...i havent slept for like 96 hours [oh yeah, i totally used the computer calculator to figure that out]...i dont know why...im not feeling tired or anything...i just nhavent slept...lol, gonna get insomnia or something... well...i seriously cant think of anything else to type now...so i guess this is the end...man...kinda feels like im gonna die or something after i type this...or maybe its cus i know that im not gonna type another entry for quite sometime now...i dunno...but typing this kinda makes me feel depressed...well...ending this does anyways..i dunno....i guess i kinda typed alot already...this is after all just one entry...i guess ill try to update this more often....go with my orginaly plan of once a month maybe...even though i know that no one is gonna read this...or any of my later entries cus they all moved to myspace, facebook etc...i just use this to vent my emotions~~~ well...thats all for now i guess...im off...and i hope these 2 weeks fly by reallly fast....bye bye~~ -Aaron |